the title is slightly misleading, but this is how i feel about my crush <3 (whom i recently discovered likes me back)
Using tumblr to distract you from hunger is not going to work if you follow 15 food related blogs.
Because if they can make you happy that easily, then they can just as easily make you very very unhappy.
And if you think belittling the person you hate in your mind is going to make you any happier, you are sadly mistaken. The more you think about them, the unhappier you will become. Only you can make yourself happy by doing whatever you need to do to just not need to deal with them anymore.
i finally got to say a lot of what i wanted to say - not nearly all of it, but a lot. and honestly, i should’ve done it a loooong time ago.
You were so perfect back then. You made me fall for you way too hard and I got myself in way too deep. And now that you became the biggest asshole ever I can’t get over it. I miss you. Okay? Happy? I admit it. I don’t love you and I hate you more than I’ve ever hated anyone but I still miss you. You made me feel so good and then you ripped my heart out. And I can’t get over that. I hate my life. But mostly, I hate that you made it this way. And I hate that I miss you. But I do.
i don’t know when, but i’m gonna let him hear what i have to say. and if he doesn’t like it, he can suck it.
